Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Seriously, you'd think holiday make the side of my life easier, but actually, NO DIFFERENCE. part of me wants to scream, part of me wants to hit something, and part of me wants to break. Reason why? no idea. too much? too little? who knows. i'm sick. literally, and not. sick of you, sick of everything. why i'm talking in riddles? no idea either. i feel...like a doll. a human throws the doll around. a human hits the doll in vigour. a human that has no feelings, no feelings at all, for sympathy. that's all i asked for. what'd i get? the pure opposite. neglect, embarrasment, you name it. that shunned me for my present life. for i can never, never, let go of the past. it's still here. it's still here. in my heart. i shall be patient. i shall wait for the day. for the day that revenge with come to you by its own. i'll just be by the sidelines, watching you as you slip away from...
crashed @;1:59 AM
