Seriously, you'd think holiday make the side of my life easier, but actually, NO DIFFERENCE. part of me wants to scream, part of me wants to hit something, and part of me wants to break. Reason why? no idea. too much? too little? who knows. i'm sick. literally, and not. sick of you, sick of everything. why i'm talking in riddles? no idea either. i feel...like a doll. a human throws the doll around. a human hits the doll in vigour. a human that has no feelings, no feelings at all, for sympathy. that's all i asked for. what'd i get? the pure opposite. neglect, embarrasment, you name it. that shunned me for my present life. for i can never, never, let go of the past. it's still here. it's still here. in my heart. i shall be patient. i shall wait for the day. for the day that revenge with come to you by its own. i'll just be by the sidelines, watching you as you slip away from...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
YESTERDAY
Lol yea, I've FINALLY CHANGED THE BLOGSKIN!!! :D Hope you guys like it! Please put your comments on my tagboard :) Thanks!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
We got back our papers today. English and Malay. GROAN.... I'm not telling anyone my marks. Neither are they extremely bad, nor are they good. So PLEASE don't ask me for the marks. Thanks. I'm really disappointed. i really should have studied for the malay paper. As in the vocab and stuff.. Sigh.. As if looks could kill, my malay teacher glared at me, and I wish I could melt on the spot. Groan.. She told me, kindly though, that there was still next year. I've flunked malay for majority of my life, and next year is no different. Argh. somebady help me! I haven't any tuition, for goodness sake. I'm just happy that Nazurah got the second highest (should be). Don't know who's Nazurah? Well, her pic's below----
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Wow, It's been a LOONGG time since i last updated my blog. Been busy, tired, more busy, more tired...Zzzz... you get da point! I also haven't gone on msn for quite a while! Now that those STRESSFUL EXAMS are over (for now -.-")