Seriously, you'd think holiday make the side of my life easier, but actually, NO DIFFERENCE. part of me wants to scream, part of me wants to hit something, and part of me wants to break. Reason why? no idea. too much? too little? who knows. i'm sick. literally, and not. sick of you, sick of everything. why i'm talking in riddles? no idea either. i feel...like a doll. a human throws the doll around. a human hits the doll in vigour. a human that has no feelings, no feelings at all, for sympathy. that's all i asked for. what'd i get? the pure opposite. neglect, embarrasment, you name it. that shunned me for my present life. for i can never, never, let go of the past. it's still here. it's still here. in my heart. i shall be patient. i shall wait for the day. for the day that revenge with come to you by its own. i'll just be by the sidelines, watching you as you slip away from...
Thursday, October 16, 2008
YESTERDAY
LOL yea, yesterday I brought UNO cards to school, and the first person i asked to play with was Yvonne (Ah lian? Ah Beng? -.-"") haha yea.... Sorry didn't blog much yesterday. Was pretty upset about the results. Anyway. Yesterday Yvonne, Yu Fang, Anmol and i went to McDonalds. LOL i was SOOOO hungry, cuz yvonne and i didnt have recess. and yet i only had bread for breakfast. hahas. I got a Mc Spicy, Yu Fang a Mc FLurry, Yvonne a Mc Chicken, and Anmol a Mc Spicy set. After chatting and eating, all us us played UNO duels. :D FUN FUN FUN!! LOL. "Stress" duels, actually. Haha it's either me or that my cards fly away from me, or the wind.tish. all of us were in a state of funny depression. as in..... not emo-ish depression, but laughing-funny-type of depression. Heehs. Dunu how to explain. OK. now to TODAY :D :D :D
TODAY
Okayyy... here's the lyrics to This is me :) I LAV that song!!!
Demi Lovato: ] I've always been the kind of girl That hid my face So afraid to tell the world What I've got to say
[ Demi: ] But I have this dream Right inside of me I'm gonna let it show It's time to let you know To let you know…
[ Chorus: ] This is real, This is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed To be now Gonna let the light shine on me Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
[ Demi: ] Do you know what it's like To feel so in the dark To dream about a life Where you're the shining star
[ Demi: ] Even though it seems Like it's too far away I have to believe In myself, it's the only way
[ Chorus: Demi ] This is real, This is me I'm exactly where I'm supposed To be now Gonna let the light shine on me Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
[ Joe Jonas: ] You're the voice I hear inside my head The reason that I'm singin' I need to find you I gotta find you
[ Joe Jonas: ] You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me
[ Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas: ] I need to find you I gotta find you
[ Chorus: Demi Lovato ] This is real, This is me
[ Chorus: Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas ] I'm exactly where I'm supposed To be now Gonna let the light shine on me Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be
[ Demi: ] This is me…
[ Joe Jonas: ] You're the missing piece I need The song inside of me
[ Demi: ] This is me...Yeah
[ Joe: ] You're the voice I hear inside My head The reason that I'm singin' [ Demi & Joe: ] Now I've found who I am There's no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be This is me
WOW... I SOOO LOVE this song!! Okay, back to todae. I shared my umbrella with Ms Yamada :D to the MRT station. heheee :D she "tompang" my umberella from school. played stress like SIAO again!!!! WHEEEE-HEEEE!!!!!
ok gtg,
G-kitty
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Monday, October 13, 2008
We got back our papers today. English and Malay. GROAN.... I'm not telling anyone my marks. Neither are they extremely bad, nor are they good. So PLEASE don't ask me for the marks. Thanks. I'm really disappointed. i really should have studied for the malay paper. As in the vocab and stuff.. Sigh.. As if looks could kill, my malay teacher glared at me, and I wish I could melt on the spot. Groan.. She told me, kindly though, that there was still next year. I've flunked malay for majority of my life, and next year is no different. Argh. somebady help me! I haven't any tuition, for goodness sake. I'm just happy that Nazurah got the second highest (should be). Don't know who's Nazurah? Well, her pic's below----
Yupps, She's my best buddy :D (no offence, gals!)
Horrible background, in the bus 157. Couldn't find a nice place to take this picture. Oh well. She's to the right, I'm to the left.
Here's Joey, Linnah(buddy) and my FAT CAT :D near the void deck :D
Maybe in the picture he doesn't look THAT fat! but he's actually about...4-5kilos! That's A LOT!
Here's Riki, Joey's RIVAL. She's a cute feline!
Okay... I will post more pictures tomorrow, provided I reach home early.
Wack-day-sorta-?
G-Kitty
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Wow, It's been a LOONGG time since i last updated my blog. Been busy, tired, more busy, more tired...Zzzz... you get da point! I also haven't gone on msn for quite a while! Now that those STRESSFUL EXAMS are over (for now -.-")
I'm going to go online everyday, if possible. If not, my Gameboy SP (gals, don't disapprove) with my pokemon emerald which I have YET to finish (no idea how to!!! Someone help meee!!! :D) and finally to snuggle down on my comfortable couch or bed to catch up on my reading (or is it speed reading?!? :D)
Truthfully, besides the computer.. I don't like to confess, but i LOVE ringing up Nazurah or who ever!! It's nice to have someone to talk to, now that my brother and sister feel they're too old for me :( :( :( sometimes it's kinda lonely at home-only my grandmother. my mother's working, father, who knows where, sis & brother schooling. Either the internet, books, or pokemon (lame... Zzz...). I don't get out much during the holidays. mostly i just sleep and read. And sometimes i bore myself to tears. -.-""""... Well, all's OK for now, nothing going about. kinda worried for the Parent-TEacher meeting.
Phew-exams-r-over-gal,
Genuine Kitty
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