i'm alive. but i'm dead.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Yay. Exams are finally over. But without exams, i'm pretty bored. but i'm glad to have time to think though. i really don't know what to do to occupy my time, cos i've got no books to read...
Sis is in America, and i am lost......bye.....
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Lets see...why am i so pissed off today? why am i laughing when i'm not supposed to? LETs look at it all, shall we?
One: he's destroying my family's life...and mine...
Two: i'm not doing anything about it.
Three: she's not there anymore.
Four: i'm guilty.
Five: she wont be there anymore.
Six: Suffering everyday of my life.
Seven: why did you leave me...
Eight: LEAVE ME alone...
Nine: i'm invisible.
Ten: you're so...unpredictable...
(i could write more, but you wouldnt understand, right? cos no one does...)
New updates:
~i'm getting lazy to wear ankle socks... just getting on with my life is hard enough...
~i hate going home...
~my mobile is driving me nuts!
~I miss them...
~i want to hug her, but she's away...
~when is she gonna come back? In three months
~hopefully i get a souvenir...
isolation isnt so bad...it gives you time to think...and breathe, breathe deeply, cos once its gone... it'll be like never seeing your dad anymore...(actually its not too bad! I dont think i mind.)
okay... i've got absolutely nothing to say...bye-bye, world....
-igk-isolatedgenuinekitty...
Monday, May 11, 2009
confusion. pain. it sears through the mind. why must it be. why is it me. at the time i needed you. you shied. away from me. why am i. invisible to the eye. as one would say. transparent. i observe. i observe the way. the way things are run. the way things are run in your world. in mine. i simply suffer. i take the burden of all. may there be no pain. may it be gone. let the pain. let the pain come to the transparent one. then. i'm gone. there's no way out. there never will be. ever. never. never. again.
Friday, May 1, 2009
HAIZ...
Lets tok about yesterday...
Very SIAN...
Stayed at home most of the day...
Nothing much to say...
went jp wif marian today...
Zz....
Bb.,..
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Is damn bored now, confused, and mad. I think i'm gonna sleep soon for a nap cuz i know th moment my bro comes home i'll have no peace.....
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
You are such an IDIOT. So WHAT if i'm a girl? Does that mean oohh, girl, boy, = love? i dun think so. IF you EVER think of asking me to follow you one more freakin time, you got it wrong, man, you think i'm that gullible? I thought you really cared... but nope. You don't. I'm fuckin' pissed now cuz of you, you know that?